“One look at her, I get irrational, She ties my tongue. I saw her downtown on a cloudy day, she brought the sun. She’s not a part of the scene, she don’t socialize, she does her own thing. She’s ahead of her time. Just the right speed, she is staggering.”—She is Staggering, Polaris
I was almost pissed having to wake up this early on a freaking Saturday morning. But Pete posted this link on Facebook. And I loooove Vin Diesel. So Vin Diesel kinda made my morning OK. But then again, reading this, made me feel so not alone. Haha
Just popped out of my head: maybe puking is like having an orgasm - you’d have to feel something weird first, before getting to it.
Come to think of it, both activities are a form of release. And then you’ll feel better after doing it or even while doing it.
Why have I though about this? It’s because I puked my ass off in the bus on the way home. I hated it because I was travelling alone and, for Chrissakes, the bus took the usual route I know so well, so why the hell did I puke for? I like puking after drinking, but not on buses.
I know I should still be in mourning. But, hey, I tend to forget some things easily, so depression should get depressed about me ignoring him. ha-ha
I: - traveled from the city to my grandma’s wake for seven freaking hours. I took a bus, 2 jeepneys, an fx taxi, and a tricycle. It was bloody tiring. - have awake for almost 24 hours already, since I woke up yesterday at 4:20 am. This, however, includes the sleep I got in the bumpy ride to here. - am enjoying a free wi-fi connection, thanks to the chapel’s online wake promo, they also have free wi-fi. - kind of got annoyed and kind of pissed at my cousin when she said that Feist isn’t good. I tried to understand her. She is emotional, and tired, and sleepless, and pissed at some other relatives. - am being bitten the hell away by freaking million mosquitoes. - am overhearing my two aunts discussion about going to the bathroom together - as in together in the cubicle. - am not that sleepy yet, even after the loooong day yesterday. - missed tutorial classes. Boy, it is my starting week and shit has been all over it. I am really going to do my best next week. - am still thinking about my state of broke-ness. - realized how tech savvy I am, compared to most of my cousins. - tried my best to be hospitable, accommodating, and friendly. And I hate it. - cried over my lola’s death.